People often say being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent. I totally agree with them. I have never given up with what I have lost, no matter how expensive, how gorgeous they are – in my eyes they are only material stuff in life, they do not stay permanently.

I can never be completely at home 24/7, because part of my heart will always be elsewhere. That is the price I pay for the richness of loving and knowing people in more than one place.

Maybe it’s not fair for me to say that when Ma left us 12 years ago, I started to feel `homeless’. I did not care much where I stayed, what I owned except a place to sleep. It took me sometime to adjust my emotion to accept the fact that Ma has left us for good.. Again, when the day I really awake, I have lost most of my security fund that I have been working hard for to people who we called ‘heartless creatures’ on earth..

Did I look back? NO. I’ve moved on.